I am still moved
I ask myself
What do you do?
Want to him
Want to the other
sometimes more,
sometimes less
I do not know it
Do I love you both?
It is difficult
Mine is empty.
I cannot see both so
what I should do
I want away from here
I do not dare
I long for both sides
I cannot hold both
I should forget one
quite fast.
It does not go
I feel me so guilty
What did I take on myself?
I decide....
not