Torn
Each day I rise
with tears in my eyes
wondering why I have to put up with this sh*t
I go to school
act like everythings cool
when really I want to scream screw it!
I walk through each day
make believe everythings okay
and all my friends don't see it
I laugh out loud so my friends won't know
about these feelings I have, that just won't go
and only exist for something I will never get
and night after night i've lied awake and cried
for these feelings have left me torn up inside
and just don't wanna quite
These feelings I hide
will, forever, reamin, inside
or life will end as I know it...